Why, oh WHY do bad news all come one after another?! It really is not fair.
First of all it seems that I will have to pay the ‘Overseas’ fees for university, which, unfairly, is more than 4 times the amount that a ‘Home’ student pays. AND if so, I won’t be able to get the loan, which means the pressure will be all on parents. 
I still have that little bit of hope that I won’t have to pay the higher rate though, because in my initial offer letter it was stated that I was assessed as a ‘Home’ student… why the contradiction?!
And, this afternoon, as I just got home from violin rehearsal, mum told me that there are changes to dad’s work position because the ‘boss’ isn’t very happy. But this isn’t fair because the boss doesn’t really know the reason behind what seems to her ’slow progress’. And she couldn’t be arsed to listen to any explanations either. If dad doesn’t work here in England, more problems will rise though because the rate of pay in China is a lot lower than in here, which would mean more troubles with the high university fees…
At the moment I just hope that things will turn out okay. I know praying won’t work, heh, especially when you’re not religious. So I shall just sit in front of my desk, work hard, do the best I could, and wait for some good news to arrive…
