First day back in college after the Easter break and I’m already exhausted. Been like this the whole day and am now just so tired and sleepy. 
What’s wrong?
Also I feel easily-irritated and not in a good mood to do anything. Guess it’s just back-in-school stress. Because of this I think I’m even much cooler towards boyfriend now…and he’s sensed this… Well not just because of that, but also because he criticized my singing (which he claims he has not). I’m not a great singer and I know it, but he didn’t need to phrase that in such a way. But he said he didn’t mean it at all, that he loves listening to me sing, etc etc… boy if he really meant that then he needs to learn to phrase things in the right way, or keep getting misunderstood (or, at least, to me he meant something else totally). Or just learn to say exactly what he means. This has happened before actually, when I picked out something he said (that meant something rather obvious to me) but then he denied that he meant it that way. All fair enough, but why not just get the words right in the first instance?!
Thoughts of breaking up again occur to me. But I tell myself not to think about it, as I know things won’t work out if I mentioned it now. So better leave it as it is, and concentrate on whatever that needs my attention the most now, i.e. revision + other college stuff.
OK off to do some revision/homework, am so tired could actually drift off to sleep now though it’s only just past 9pm. I wonder if anyone’s actually reading my random bloggings…?
